Haix... Things are not turning out as expected..

disappointments after disappointments..

To let go or not...

Slowly let go???

What do I wan in life, my life to be, my future life to be?

What can I accept and what can i NOT accept.

Things that seemed so fairytale like to me, now aint so fairytale already..

I cant do anything but to pray for directions. GOD pls show me the way... I am tired and weary, give me rest... =(